Journal writing yay or nay?

So I've been trying to keep a journal and so far it just sounds like an annoying teenager. So what is your opinion? Help me all ye journalists out there!

Music Quiz

Fun little music player game!!
Ok I found this little thing going around facebook and I did it and I thought it was funny so I'm posting it here! If any of you have music players give it a try it's pretty fun!!Anyway...here's the rules:
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the meme as well as the person you got the meme from.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Winter Wonderland
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Behind These Hazel Eyes
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A BOY?
Bleeding Love
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
River Jordan
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Harbor
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Every Story is a Love Story
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Deep Down and Dirty
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Jenny From The Block
WHAT IS 2+2?
No Good Deed
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Don't Get Around Much Anymore
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Always a Bridesmaid Never A Bride
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Clouds
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
For No One
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Do You Hear The People Sing?
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Unknown
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hand In My Pocket
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
What I've Done
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
When You Look Me In The Eyes
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET
Broken Vow
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Ain't I A Woman?
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
The Tower of Learning
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Wouldn't It Be Nice
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Miracle
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Strangelove Addiction
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
If You Leave
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Forever May Not Be Long Enough
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Sweet Emotion
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
It's Hard To Say
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Father How Long?
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Over and Over

I need a friend

My last blog was pretty harsh. I deleted it. I just needed a good rant. I have a friend who she and I would like just unload and yell at each other and it would keep us sane. Everyone needs a yelling moment. I miss y'all. Call me for a good rant. This song I just listened to and started crying it fits my mood right now. Here are the lyrics.

"I'm Still Here"
I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.
And what do you think you'd understand?
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.
They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.

Cameron Evan Williams

My nephew little Cameron was born on Nov 3, 2008. He was 2 months early. 5 lbs 1 ounce and 19 inches long! Thankfully both mom and Cam are doing good. He is totally healthy except when he breathes he makes this cute mewing sound. :) Meanwhile I am babysitting Elise for a while until baby brother gets to come home. I am so happy to be an aunt!!!